Sometimes I feel like I’m falling appart
Sometimes I’m just dying
without any questions..or thoughts..or reasons..
Sometimes my head is so heavy
almost like a burden
how can I get rid of that single thought?
Sometimes I need you
but I know there’s nothing you can do
maybe you don’t even exist..
Sometimes I know
I’ll never know anything..
Sometimes I want to hope
but it’s not in my power anymore
Maybe you’ll teach me that again someday..
Sometimes my eyes betray me
I think they still remember your look..
Sometimes my hands reach out
they wanna touch infinity..
Sometimes I try to believe
Sometimes I know I have to
Sometimes I try to fight
Everytime I know I can’t..
Sometimes I feel I don’t belong
Sometimes I’m a stranger
What am I doing here?
Why am I here?
Sometimes I’m trapped
with all these figures and shapes
Do I have to be a part of it?
Sometimes I know it’s my curse i have to fulfil
but I wonder..
What did I do that was so bad?
Why can’t I speak the same language?
Why can’t I feel the same?
Why can’t I be the same?
Sometimes I try to dream
but it only lasts for a few seconds..
Sometimes I’m all alone
the wind is too strong..i can’t hold on much longer..
Sometimes I feel pain
but there is pain everywhere..
Sometimes I miss you
but then I realise I shouldn’t
you are just one of them..
Sometimes I think I love you
Maybe I even do..who could tell..
Sometimes I see
things I don’t want to
my eyes wide open..
Sometimes I curse
I think I should just be silent
words are useless..
Sometimes I fall down
Do I wanna get up?
We don’t get to choose..
Sometimes I look at the stars
they shine so brightly..
Sometimes the snow is dancing..smiling
Someone should tell it things aren’t the same
There is too much white
we don’t deserve it..
Sometimes the rain falls down on me
washing my soul..
Sometimes the thounder scares me
Sometimes a crying child makes me know I’m right
How can a child be sad?
How can we allow it?
Sometimes I think I am talking to you
but you don’t listen
Sometimes I miss you even more..
Sometimes I want you to miss me
Sometimes I cry..
it’s the only thing I can do
there’s nothing more I’ve got left
Sometimes I’m scared of myself
Sometimes I’m just scared
Close your eyes..
Sometimes my music saves me
but just for a moment..
Sometimes I forget
Sometimes I smile
because of you..
Sometimes I feel the thounder coming right at me
Sometimes I feel it inside my body
Sometimes I don’t feel anything..