Warning for myself

Oh God, let me have rest in this life
and do not throw me in the Hell of Words
and do not transform me
into a being dependent on
the imaginary fragrances
of the male within me
please set my life in order
bring me to the right path
of a smile,
throw me
in the garden of flowers
of the Lost Paradise
of beyond the light…
And give me a passing hope
of not becoming mad waiting for the sign
of him who …does not want me…

English translation Rafael Manory